It’s been over ten days since my last post and sitting here trying to hone in on what I want to write about proves to be that much harder when I delay updating people on my whereabouts and what not. So where to begin? How ’bout a recap of all that is gone on in the past week or so?
After I posted some of those pictures, I got swamped with work at GHAPE as well as just plain frustrated with waiting for one webpage to upload. On top of my work, some other things have gotten in the way–my health. I will not go into detail, but to be honest, these past two weeks have been hard. I have had a stomach/intestine bacteria that is refusing to go away. And besides having to make sure I am close to a hopefully working toilet, I feel exhausted more than half the time. I do NOT like being tired, sick and simply weak. I am frustrated . And yes, I have been the hospital. Twice, though not that serious.
So yesterday I started feeling a little better. I got up at 6:30 in the morning and decided that even though I wasn’t feeling 100%, I would go on as if I was and then the rest would follow through. It’s like the mentality–start smiling when you don’t feel like it to help your mood. I got my running clothes on, put on my ipod shuffle and hit the streets of Bamenda running. While I was not proud of how long I lasted out there, I was still content with the fact that I did it. After the run, I decided that day it was going to be the day I had food again. So Ashley and I decided to walk to one of our favorite spots to get coffee and breakfast.
On the way we stopped at the market shops buying small items for the apartment, and because I constantly needed money, I kept my wallet out, but in hand or in my pocket. Lesson learned.
We were not in a crowded area, I was not waving my wallet around, I did not feel watched, but obviously was. This man, around my age or so, nicely dressed, with books in hand, runs into me, and TAKES MY WALLET. OH NO HE DID NOT. Adrenaline pumping and not thinking at all, I go after him (and was ready to run as long as it would have taken). Grabbing him, I YELL at the top of my lungs, “GIVE ME BACK MY WALLET” while saliva escapes out of my mouth (not purposely, but slightly satisfied some of my spit has landed on his face). Without a struggle, I retrieve my wallet while he attempts to insult me with an adjective I agree with at the moment, “STUPID.” And he just keeps on walking and I continue to shop.
This attempted theft is the second between me and Ashley (the first happened to Ashley while she was sitting in the window seat of a cab; she was too quick for this guy, too) and it makes me not mad, not sad, but just confused. If you ask a Cameroonian why there are so many thefts in Bamenda, you will most likely get a one word answer–Poverty. Well, sure, when the poverty levels go up, so does crime. It happens all over the world and is especially happening right now in the US as our economy continues to be in shambles, BUT there is something else to this. Out of all the crimes I have witnessed and have known about, the thievery is coming from people who are not the worse off. And, besides the random occurrences of stealing from the white man, these people are taking from people who are just as bad off as them or worse, so why do it?
Again, some might answer that it is because of the lack of government or absence of uncorrupt police, but that answer does not address the issue in its entirety. In Cameroon, if you are called a thief, it’s bad news bears for you! Jungle Justice is very real here, which is when people take the law in their own hands and punish those who have committed a crime like theft or murder. There is a BBC article from a couple of years ago about it and nothing has really changed since: BBC Article on Jungle Justice from 2006. Here is another from 2007 from an Reuters-like website for Africa: http://www.africanews.com/site/list_messages/12727.
My point is that trouble with the law or avoiding jail is motivation to not commit a crime, and the same goes for jungle justice; it’s enough of a motivation to not steal, etc.
Ultimately, I have no real conclusion as to why the crime rate is as high. I will say poverty if asked, but I think there is more to it. And now, it is even harder to deal with now that I have even confronted some of our offenders and have seen their faces.